I cant even lie to you i be feeling hurt. Everytime it get better it be gettin worse. I cant even hit you up i put it in reverse you aint ever do me wrong i do it first. I do you wrong than i wonder what i do it for. I cant force you in dis shit if you dont want it tho. If you aint rockin with me than you gotta let me know. The way i do you know it aint that hard to let me go . im fucking up and im just hating what i put you through. You ain't ever do me wrong but i be doing you. You dont believe me but your really hard to fucking loose. You deserve a better bitch im so fucking rude. If you dont want me in your life know that i understand. I cant even tell you sorry cause i always am. To be honest baby you deserve a better women. I keep fuckin up yo life thats who i am. Just know i love you and i hope you really know that shit. Im telling you im finna change but i don't ever quit when i was down you put me up i hope you know that shit. Dont except you to be with me and just go witb it. I know you hate it when im sorry but i really am. Wish we could take it to the past and do it all over again . i ain't fucking with nobody else and when i leave u i be thinking about my fucking self. I take ypu down than i keep putting you back on the shelf . i know i hurt you and its really fuckin with my health.