tryna hold in these emotions truthfully im not copin' everyday i wish i was dead smokin' spliffs sittin in bed zonin' out on this beat i wanna make my son proud not admitting defeat im the provider, the throat gets tighter im crushed like a spider gotta get back on my feet this music is a leap of faith ima work till my sneakers break almost caught a gbh case that was 15 shit was sickening no father in the house at the time got kicked out cause he lied bout fuckin' other wives didn't realize he was fucking others lives have to be stronger, everyday feels like im pulling a boulder, sick with ebola lifes a super nova this shit isn't over striving for greatness, fuck all the hatred suckas can hate it legacys stuck in the pavement