showed love to people n got shitted on/n I'm like what da hell you tripping on. gave my life n got left for dead/bleeding inside why all I see red. I loved her but she loved everyone else/ most I jus be by myself. got stabbed in da back by some homies/you gotta understand a nigga been lonely. I admit dat shits painful/use to wonder why is it me aim for. da ogs tell me it's jealousy/ but I think it's something else dey ain't telling me. my head down when I walk through/soo much pain no body to talk too no excuses I know I'm a man/ but I jus need you to understand. I try to keep shit peaceful/ these muhfuckas so decietful. swear to god dat dey love you behind da back it's middle finger sayin fuck you. da shit been fuckin wit my emotions / been hard to get shit into motion. pray god take me away/don't wanna be in this cycle another day.