J-Rock

5 years ago

you were always told “suicide isn't the answer” what if it is?, Your death brings pain to those who knew and loved you, pain that will never be fixed, but what's the point of love with no pain Fast: is it me or the fear talking?! What a dumb question, standing here singing a deep song for 3 minutes, hey that pretty good ain't it?, You know what it's like to walk in your own house just see heads shaking at you? I do, know what it's like to get told how much of a miracle you were to be alive today? But to just know that you were a mistake that survived, heh because I do. Slow: 1 cut 2 cut 3 cut 4 cut, wipe it up and roll your sleeves back, I just don't know how to face it, can't face it so let's get back to basics, all these words are words until they turn into actions, actions filled with pleasure and regret. Fast: I Know I am the only person that can change me, maybe that's why I'm not changing, suicide is just a joke to you, laughing in the while cracking suicide jokes, while I stand here and live the pressure, live with depression, forgive me for my honesty but I can't take these songs that encourage you to call a hotline, I don't need a stranger on a phone, I need a person who cares and I trust, someone to look me in the eyes and tell me straight up. Slow: nowadays, you mention suicide and if it's taken seriously you get put in a hospital or a help center, get a mental test, get treated as if something is wrong with us, when the problem is you, your the reason we pick up that knife, you are the reason we cry ourselves to sleep and you are the reason why we act the way we do. Fast: people tell me to stop saying things I don't mean! Ya well deep down I do mean it stop saying that as if you know who I am when clearly you can't see past the smile and ya that's real, I just wanna feel what it's like to be happy all the time I wanna know what's like to not have scars and know how it feels to walk the halls without being made fun of. Slow: suicide is not the answer but a door to find the answer END