Yo Y'all...This Is Finna Get Serious I Ain't Gonna Spit Funny Shit And Act Delirious. I'm Gonna Tell Y'all My Life Especially Bout The Juicy Bits Like My Cheating Ex Wife. Hell I Should Say I've Had It Well But Shit I Cry Often I Can't Take A Hit I Can Say Shit To Sound Hard But Truth Is I'm Ignorant Just Call Me A Retard. I've Been Suicidal Since Seven My Dad Wasn't Religious And Never Got To Heaven My Mom Left Him When I Was Just Ten I Cut My Arms At Eleven. I Thought Worst Case Scenario I Wake Up Tomorrow Dealing With Bullies Dealing With Sorrow Dealing With All The Abuse I Could Stand Up But What's The Use?! I Told Mom I Was Running Away But I Didn't Last A Day The Corporal Brought Me Home And Recommended I Get Help I Got Pills On The Shelf Mom Made Sure I Didn't Overdose At 19 I Was A Loner Taking Shit From Bitches And Hoes.I Was The Loner I Wasn't A Good Guy I Wasn't Some Blood Donor I Was A Shit Head I Was A Stoner I Got Into Fights Knocking Out Molars. I Cry Myself To Sleep For 3 Years I Slept In A Ford SUV I Worry My Daughter Doesn't Love Me I Wish My Life Was Lovely But Sadly It's Sucky. It's Worse For Others So I Consider Myself Lucky.