thus was the life i was given is this a life worth livin i m just livin life to the fullest i remember being a young foolis kid always quick to flip his lid I must admit the outcome of my life is not looking too bright that's why they call me bleak cuz of the nights I used to sneak around the night times I was always in the wrong place at the right time i was looking to Define myself but I wasn't trying to be like everybody else ended up on the same damn Shelf that was the old me I was shelfish nowadays I'm trying to be self less you've done less with more but I'm going to do more with less I know u love me lord run this town like im blessed that's just how I feel deep in my chest and that's how I hope I feel when they lay me to rest I don't want to be like the rest so please lord please lord relieve me of my stress cause and effect i know i made a mess of my life but it's just all the strife I couldn't get my mind right they say u out of sight then u out of mind u aint on mine if u aint about ur money they could tell I was hungry cuz my stomach was rumbling I was steady stumbling through the dark times in my life trying to get it motherfuking right