they couldn't walk a mile in the timz if they had. to. growing up I did a lot. wrong. only cuz I had too. looking up at the sky screaming rodrigo daddy misses you. and if Gods will I will be bak in ur life soon. feeling like got one foot in the grave. n the other foot. in a prison cell. someone tell all my haters that I wish them well. I'm striving for greatness but having nightmares that I'm gone fel. I be leave in God so I knw im not burn in hell. im snapping pictures and making memories why im still breathing. ima throw up. my big nines. to the day. my heart stop beating. what would yu do. if everything yu eva loved in life. started disappearing. and leaving. have you eva woke up crying. in ur sleep. screaming out. ur sons name I'm only 28 but I felt. so much. pain. no wonder why. I'm insane. in the membrane. can you. relate to my struggles. are. you. really. ur. brothers. keepers. cuz I been lately. ain't nobody. with. me. and. brothers. or really. against. me. but. as i open my 3rd. i clearly. starts. to see. the dark. dark. turns to light. I got my son. in my. arms. it's all just a dream. it was all just apq dreammmmmmmm