Explicit Language But this aint about drugs, guns, or violence This is what happens in life. This is the stuff everyone deals with, whether or not your dealing with this exaxctly, I feel there is something from this song that everyone can take. I hope you guys like the song as well the story and message. "All my life I been pleading For My pops to stop feenin My mom to keep breathin My brother to grow up, and be the person I best believe in All these great things i kept seeing The love i kept needing the blood that kept bleedin Has blurred my reason being Have this emptiness inside, and there aint no way to hide, or help to get behind it uh Sayin what about my family They gave their love and handed me A note that said “im glad to be The person you confide in me And please dont ever hide from me dont ever have to lie to me Then once i found a half of me They turned around to walk from me Dont wanna hear a word from me Cut me from anniversaries The only way i hear about them’s in this nursery Uh But whats there better to do, besides writing the shit that happens to me, that can happen to you Guess Not really ginv or caring enough about this shit But ima be puking while climbing it up and yes ima be out this bitch Only Depend on myself uh Not needing anybody else uh Use to improve on my wealth Yall Just another memory i put up on my shelf And no its not harsh I just give no mas Shits about scares From fam and these bars are proof of that too Said ima do me, while you just do you, just be the best you can be And ill keep spitting for my peeps and me Putting people exactly where they need to be No excuses for where i am, its where i need to be They only be criticizing me cause they fail to see past the Tip Of Their noses, have their ego’s hurtin Im Stuck with an equal burden Scratching my head, having my feelins burnin My mind is now racing discerning Half of me’s and cryin and yearning, but slowly im learning Just what kind of a person I see myself puttin this work in To see myself not getting the love in return and uh And Boi its quite ironic That I love my family the most But there the reason i smoke chronic And im not talking a introduction Im sayin i care for them the most, but as for me they not discussion I guess i better i have one last cry Put outta my mind,i leave you behind For the very last time uh Said I Mcknight that Not tryna pick fights, At Midnight Its been like that Not tryna take that back Thats what you get for being fake like that It Must of took alot of chefs to bake a cake like that Cause theres so many layers, but ill still keep you in my prayers cause im real like that uh ... #2019heat