Once  again i wake up to the same feeling Staring in silence at the ceiling Cuz you're again on my mind I had a dream about you last night It seems like you're brain stuck And my thoughts are always about you, fuck! Cuz i tried to get over you, not once, but no My mind has lost control long ago I'm on the edge when i talk to you Even when you're texting, my heart goes boom You see, there's no real explanation But i'd trade my soul for you Actually it's simple, i'm a fool There's no way to deny it, i'm still in love with you And sure as hell i hope you got some feelings left for me too. I'm sick, and i can't sleep every time i hear your name My heart still skips a beat I've never felt this anywhere, and for no one else So belive me when i say it I'd go for any expense Just for another shot to get it right Just to be sure i get a future about you and me A future that is bright Darlin' look, i know i meesed up And i'm sorry for what i said and done But i want us back up I want us to be young and ... Hun? I honestly need you, i feel shallow, incomplete And i am too much of a stupid guy to admit defeat So once again, i'm ripping off the mask I'll change,  I won't ever hurt you again, everything you'd ask You see, i tried and i tried , many ways to cut trough pain Other girls, getting drunk , i even cut myself, okey?! Even so, every time i remember about us, regret hits hard and painfull Please i need your answer Even now, as i am writing, my heart tingles and my hands are shaking I haven't cried since our break up, and my heart is like a stone , but get it? I won't ask for yours again, if this is what you really want But at least take my heart, it's the only thing i have, so take at least a part Promise i'll be better, i promise i'll be stronger All i need is a yes, and second chance, cuz i can't stand no longer What does it take? What do i have to say? What do i have to do, tell me ,come what may! Maybe it's too much, and maybe i am wrong Maybe you shouldn't have ever met me at all Maybe that you loving me was a  waste of time But how about we try again, one last time? Maybe you thought i really got over it... Well, what can i say... I can't quite do that. I tried not to bother you, not to think of you, occupy my mind and my time... It doesn't work. The worst of all? I'd like to cry, but i can't. U can consider me selfish... Or blind or stupid. But this idiot asks for a chance to make it up to you. Will you give it to him? these are the full lyrics of a song i made also back in the day. hope u enjoy and hit me up if u want any verses. but don't try to steal my stuff tho :)) #new #fresh #melancholy #mellow #beginning