why I am I never ever elevating cuz I fit the script and it's motivating, all of the people in my life telling me that I don't belong where I am now, is there a catch, I'm in a trap, I'm living like crap, I'm being a scrap of tools that are slowly cutting out my insides, I'm living life on the flip side! I hate myself, I failed at a self conflicting kick in he back of the head, with some dread, feeling every word I said, prisoned here in this life, but I'm strife every day, I'm at Bay, no hay, for the horses for the morses, living crap fully!