yo yo all this rap shit got me feeling bad I got these voices in my head that tell me I'm nothing so I pop some pills and tell the voices to shut the hell up and I go to school acting fine but when really I fell like shit and want to end my life but I know if I do it will hurt the people around me and my sis that I love dearly and I want her to have the life that I never had and wanted so I try to act happy so she will not think I'm a peice of shit like how I fell in side.