i Wish

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11 Mar 2019

I wish my exes Would quit with the bullshit i wish the haters would fucking quit i wish my family really gave a shit my life i'm sick of it i just want end it my pain is endless these mistakes i make that these so called Christians call sins they said god doesn't love me cause what Ive done well fuck him and fuck you why the fuck this world gotta be so fucking cruel chew me up and spit me out beat me down pick me up and throw me around why don't you fucking throw me out you may see me smile or see me laugh but its not real i'm faking it really i'm sad as fuck i don't cut myself but I'm still killing myself i smoke a pack of cigarettes a day and i cry myself to sleep every night and wake up in the morning and cry again i wish these mothafuckas could feel my pain maybe they would understand my rage i wish these fucking voices would stop but they never do its like they playing on repeat inside of my fucking head a bottle in my hand full of beer trying to drown my misery it hurts so bad but if I keep going down this road im gonna be in a riding in a hearse down the highway to hell

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