I talk about my depression but never had accession addiction to cutting my self and I keep getting in to these sticky situations no patience but the future of buying a nuce and putting it to use I feel like a duce my friends help never is giving me a boost but I'm in this motel thinking about how my family never loved only hugged me and put a fake smile for a short while I thought I was loved but just abused used couldn't get a clue so went to the hospital cause I ha no friends who cared just fuzed me and hurt me and ate me up like jerky no one heard me I what it to stop noce hurry up so I can takey fucking last breath thot my life has a rage until I turn 14 my expectations felt like it was a hill that it shot me in the heart when I found out my girl was cheating on me with another man guess as am making this a song lit my room with gasoline then lit it on fire this is the end of this shitty song hope you had a fun time Riding along