Mind gone, the fairy tale that I'm on is for the birds, more obsurd, for a turd, fuck what you heard, let me be fine, steady be life, fuck it, I'm ready to die. You have made too many moves, so you lose, now it's my turn, I want everything from my past burned. I sit up in bed here, set clear, I prolly won't be around next year. So I'll get in fuckin debt here. Set back I'm like a pet rat so get back, so I'll wish that I could say my normality has been back, but insanity, fuckin A, I'm in that. Brainwaves, make sure the pain stays, hoping that soon my current will change waves, gained pay, on the same day. Keep me set straight, head games, turn me into dead weight. Bruised and outside thinkin Suicide, do or die. True tonight. Happiness, once I had it all, I was hot shit, then I lost it, so then I fell to Hades. Maybe. I just thought I was going to crazy, pay me, I'm changing lady. So I walked to the bridge not knowing if I wanted to live. Nothing to earn and nothing to give. All day, I looked up at the sky, askin God why the fuck I had to live this life. I tried suicide twice. Why am I still alive?