Dear mom, I been thinking a lot My head space been shrinking, I think I'm mentally shot, You fell asleep at a Walmart and got picked up by the cops And now you're in jail, serving the time that you got I'm losing everything important, my desires getting shortened I been sober 3 months, No longer living in your portrait Being in your arms, your hugs were the warmest But all the love you gave me, I feel like it was horseshit I almost lost you to drugs, so you better stay sober You gotta serve your time, let me be your motor it's either your kids or the drugs, who you gonna vote for? stick another needle up your arm, and that's some shitty closure You broke so many hearts, with your damn drug addiction you really broke mine, sure as hell need to fix it I don't know how you feel, thats just my opinion but if you want my love back, pay the price for admission We were living off ramen, and you were out in luxury you lived in treasure island, my heart was feelin rubbery it was like I lost my mom, my life's worst discovery and you came pretty close, to losing your rights of custody you left your kids to starve, only thinking about yourself had a big problem with drugs, you weren't thinking about your health no matter how much I cried, you didn't know how I felt you kept coming up with lies, and it was making my heart melt You were slowly breaking me down, and I don't know if your soul could be found and in my very own tears, I was starting to feel drowned And my very own soul was nowhere to be found All the love i had for you was no longer allowed and after a while, you finally made it into treatment but what I didn't know was the whole time you cheated any progress you had, had all been deleted, cuz you managed to run away, and that was your big achievement 2 months on the run, with a warrent for your arrest, You were scared to go back, and you went back to using meth couldn't face your problems, it was hard to digest, every time I cried for help, you did nothing but reject I need my mom back, safe and all in one peace, cuz seeing my mom healthy by itself is a treat You can't just slip away, I won't give you any grease, So please come back to us and be the mom that we need