Hardly 10am already 4 shots deep But i ain't tryna turn up help, I'm just tryna sleep Got these demons in my mind these glitches in my DNA Slipping deeper every day feeling more like a creep Is it me, melancholy or existential catastrophe Either way it's blasphemy to one as arrogant as me Ripping through the threshold to unlock the secrets This creature in my flesh holds Talking to myself in untold decibels Wish I could make an impact less infinitesimal Incredible the pitiful lies my brain concocts Whats more real self destructive tendencies Or a massive cock (Tied) Self indulgent fantasies or simply running amuck (Died) Now I feel world's collide the withering of enzymes Now it's really grim guy I think i'll just stay inside I've been thinking about it wrong All gonads and strife The way I feel right now Rap has saved my life Just like metal and just like punk I guess But so far the only style that lets me progress On my own all alone so there's no need to stress (Y'all keep bining these thoughts I'm thot-less