dad always said Daddy's Little Princess but not no more my life went down this evil spiral world Life comes with a price but why not nice? Ha Twice in my sight dad pass out on the floor on going to my Escape Sod, slob drop in that drak corn guess who? Satan waiting for me not letting me go a ring at the door  my dad sent rehab apology letters but attached to this string inside of a box of my room  I can not go not like it's going to change he kept on go next three months he done gone wrong Ha I stood at the foot of darkness and my mamm too and I somehow fooled myself by knowing he was still here too but on this reality of loss Imaginary things can't take away Knowing my dad walked on the edge between life and death but I'm still here, waiting and alone Ha mama got hold of that black mama trauma and she won't let go at the age ten she gave me sum flavor flavor she said " take this and all the bad things go" I guess to snooze with the drugs hugs Ha  at age 13 mama and me smokin, getting high so highway high up to the sky and now mama done gone wrong Ha to free my mind on that coke, pills, liquid codeine to escape this horror everyman, anyone I came across I want whatever was in there hand like hit and ran went ,vent, into a bedroom I felt stuck in my reflection of this mirror my eyes sunken black and blue skin bits out calling for help soul felt decontrol, trap Ha outside was my suicide cops there was trying to shackle me not like I am already sent to juvie awhile Kyle took my intake my escape failed the drug test Kyle with sad eyes also of ask " what have you been doing to yourself" with Rudy on my side ask with task " without family's and friends your more likely than anything to OD on heroin" I fail to ask, but yelled " why do you care!?, I don't understand why you even bother!" then he said , " bcuz I ain't going to give up on  you" but face the fast I'm your typical teenage drug addict Ha At seventeen and nineteen I've lost a lot of family and more friends  then I can count to this demones disease of addiction nothing been easy so it's time to die I went down a passage and stand in the open lookin out in the night it seemed so long ago I heard his voice of my dad at the top of the steps, saying "don't go" but I ketp on go I look up and saw my dad I reached out he came closer but it was too late my eyes were black and the world was gone she done gone wrong