its January, and im Sick to death. of all the bland and ordinary Barely livin, Buried in Her cemetary it's like I want and I don't f fear the thought feath Threw my Hands up to the sky, amd said Just take me if this is all you have Lord why did you make me please Give me Sanctuary I'm so lost, And Just the Thought Of starting over has me On my knees Yellin hell, I Guess he doesnt hear me , Then, Heard a voice Inside i thought I'd heard before, but never listened Played it back I wont igore The message ot was reminiscent Of a time when Life was decent It sure my Attention He Said It was never them its Been you for A whike That you've missin Clawed my way 6ft up, and felt Renewed ambitions Quit, chasin them And find myself Now im the mission Scaled the highest Peak to measure My self worth i Turned and closed My eyes and Fell back down To Earth, I had to fall, AMD hit the ground To understand Everything I learned had No parachute had No worries Or concerns, I'd Volcano skinny dip Before I'd Let myself Get burned By another Woman, whose just lookin For her turn Found my new Adventure, and I Set my way No more Relationships, I had No time to waste Had a darkness Hidden deep imside Just Lookin for the day Held back for Years, and INow it appears have no fears Hes coming Out to play We Found a place Where they Embrace A demons fate I think we'll stay Bottled up Combustible And full of rage Acclimate myself And quick to Rise up Through the ranks Primal purpose Is to live among The universe's Finest, chop the Heads off all the Snakes and serpents Seperate the worth from all the worthless Not your hero, not a silver surfer, i Perform a service If you're name Is up I come to serv ya nothing personal its just business when i hurt ya Suprise suprised At who I thank, iWouldve walked Away, if it weremt For Stupid games Then I found her In the strangest place, as a Mysigenestic feminist In outer space I just had to Know her name, I Have this feeking Shes just not the same We met in womens forum I still Went by Sayne Wrote her a message Using all my smoothest game And just before It sent, I erased The whole damn page, started over, started Off and said, I'm New at cage Just kept it Honest, and I cant explain it But I think is fate Might sound cheap But, I felt that way She hit ke back We must have Talked all day Sure, at first It was about the challenge But it wasnt Long before we Found that balance We tslked A couple Nights, And after hours Keepmmy guard uo I've grabbed many Thorns while Picking flowers The next Morning, I never Felt so alone I'd spent Half my life With another half Id never known if Swore an oath To my boys, and the man above They saw me At my weakest When the times Were tough That isnt me They look to Me to lead strap on the gloves, and Theres no way Shes got me saying kids and love Picked a fight, said Babe I had enough I won't allow it And she called My bluff, If you heard her Accent, how she Says some stuff Damnit, now she got sayin kids and love My boys just laugh Because they understood Theyd never seen me in This kind of mood Lou, That's fuckin rude I need to punch a dude But I jesLLPt, my boys They just want what's best Believe me they've seen All the rest, they Werent impressed Louise, its anytime O clock, I'm sure You need to rest, Before you fall asleep Can I your breasts It wasnt Long, Before wed Take the whole world on , the fight Wasnt fair, And it wasnt long, but we were ride Or die for Each other We rode on Them strong They were tellin you that i was wrong Amd Even though they dont know me, they Know I dont belong Hes abusive, you know he's evil All the women that he beat Hell just hurt then leave you And they all knew Theyd just hate me maybe If ever wed meet theyd feel the safety t she stood Beside mee And silenced lies, waging War, remained Loyal, and defend Her guy they tried To divide us My God they tried, but realized Their attempts Were all denied. It but it did diveded Their Dom would run while their Subs would hide While me and my gal went on with our lives time flies, or it stabds still I cant decide, but if shes my prize i could die a happy man to know i felt alive and now I hope I'm blessed with time to start a family add two nickels to my dime The cage is now uncaged, by The beast and blushing bride, Who showed illusions of their freedom To everyone on site the Once blind, realized and opened most skeptic eyes I was banned for The truth, that Both she And I woud find they Tried to keep quiet now their world could see the signs Those who flollowed all your Writing They already knew You were inspiration Now you're ther leader, too.