lately ive been thinking about the consequences of my actions it got out of hand then it got out of my hands guess I'm not a good a liar as I thought I am she played my ass to the left had to admit she was right oh what a delight now she wanna fight. brringing old shit to light saying " you always want what you want, when you already got what you need" "do you wanna see me bleed??" " better yet do you wanna see me leave??" " I can walk out the door if you don't want to hear me scream" truth be told, I dont want anything right now but a clear conscious instead feeling guilty, knowing that I hurt you knowing that it wasnt worth it girl I'm far from perfect, but im working trying to become the person our family needs trying to take care of my familys needs trying to do better for me and you because at the end of day its just us two who else you going to talk to? I mean yeah you got your friends, but let's not pretend . like they got your best interest at hand when they wanna see us end you and I got do for you and I even tho we dont see eye to eye we got fight our pride put that shit side inside my heart baby girl is where you reside. I'm going to do this right I admit I was wrong stupid shit ive been doing all along. I apologize I hope you can forgive me, the balls in your court hope you dont settle the score I pray that we can move forward..