I work out every day maybe you should try. you mite get somewhere in live. every time I get up all I do in work on my vanes. People come to me and ask how I do it all I say is comit to it. All I do is comit but don't fly everyone look in the sky. Comit and you won't die just one more time. Before I go to bed every night I look into my eyes and think am I doing this right