I get a funny feeling It comes from deep inside I get all mad and angry Wanting to go and hide My doctor calls it depression My dad says it's just me But the thoughts and feelings No one will ever see Some say I'm psycho Some say I'm just weird It's like I'm a different person And the old me disappeared I get really down I wanna die bad Then I get a headache Followed by feeling sad I wish I could get help I wish it goes away Maybe if I keep praying It will happen some day My muscles ain't flexin' my eyes rollin away nobody's me textin they're all goin away they are so scared like If I was a monsta they never really shared they made me a true killa I don't know who and why made me really like this I really wanna fly and stop this hypnosis It's getting on my nerves i'm gettin early old no one really deserves what I said what I told I'm really getting cold not funny anymore My name's written in bold no one to die for No niggas in the mind no family in behind they're all leaving the station they made me go blind I got a recent message from an old school friend he got so wild and savage but he died in the end nobody's gonna beat me, when am singin some rap! don't ever think am easy, or ull fall in the trap Imma lift my mic up I'm a hold the golden cup you believe or not I don't care you're not a cop!