A happy person a happy Soul No pain No worries An easy show No worries or cares an easy Life Nothing to fear my hands not tied Nothing to hit me or knock me down I'd stand strong coz I knew how. Now this is new, the feeling inside A pain so raw, from deep within Iv cried A sadness and sorrow alone and so lost The warmth on my heart now covered in frost, A pain I wish would go away I can't stand this everyday. Life has hit me in ways I never how It's put me on my knees and I have never felt so down Bad things have happened my eyes have poured, Tears have flown Eyes so sore What can I do to feel alive Wheres the happy feeling that was once inside It has left my body where has it gone, where's the smile that brightly shone. I need help but who do I ask, My life just feels like a major task, I need to be happy it's killing me now somone help me I don't know how, I try my best to keep a float but my heart is sinking  there's an hole in my boat, Water has entered my life has drown what once was a smile is now only a frown The feeling of being so very scared, not once in my life could I of ever prepared for losing my mum has hit me so hard I can't help this feeling I feel so bard. Bad things happened to the people we love they taken away and sent above we are made to miss them we feel so alone when all we want is one last phone call to people I may look so happy but yet i feel so sad when the pressure in my mind is really sending me mad. Suicide is never an option it's something I'd never do best day of my life I just need to get through hope for the best achieve what I can start looking forward start making a plan. This feeling of sickness the pains galour My heart is aching right down to its core It will get better at least I hope Maybe soon I will lose this rope The noose so tight I can bearly breath An endless fight but please believe I will come out stronger than ever come on Steve it's now or never Fight the feelings of the emotions within Look at life with a massive grin Steve be thankful and greatful to That when you alarm went off your senses come through, You woke up, now this is a gift Raise your dreams and give them a lift I miss you mam I always will I love you mam I want you still.