You feel attacked. Or more feeling like attacking. Cause its revenge for what's been happening. Feel like change is harder now, even though you live it. In life, you feel like your lacking. That's why I'm rapping. Souls finnaly shattering. Devil's inside have been contained to long. And now there hacking, at your soul for release to force how your acting, and your actions. Your hearts wrappings. Evil, bad, angry good or blackening. I want my future self to have a good heart. Not a black heart that's cracking. And life is hard for the different to last. Can't grasp, onto the future. Just cling onto the past. Bad emotions are stacking. So I need God to stay strong. Cause if I don't, I can't live life long. My soul has nothing to hold on. Except anger which ends with my life gone. Here's how I express how I feel. Try and understand my pain is unreal. Can't fix a angry soul. It won't heal. If I take my life there will be nothing to feel. Except the devils laugh as I take my last breath and kill.