lord help me as im hitting my knees im prayin. Save me from this life im living im not playing. On the road to distruction self medicating. Stay fucked up err day an i hate it. I need your help im running outta patience. Turning 35 an my fucking time wasted. Need to get it rite but lost motivation. Its eating me alive fucking starvation. Treated life as a game but its not a playstation. Losing my mind lost hope an cant take it. Lost all trust never knew id break it. Like a bumpy road wonder if i can repave it. Made alot of mistakes lord plz can you save me. God damn monkeys on my back i need to know how to shakem