lilbratwest
lilbratwest

walking through hell true story

walking through hell true story

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25 Feb 2019

I lost my daddy when I was just five after that I did all I could to survive never got the time to be a kid Tennessee child services look what they did rushed from place to place man it was fucking hell never knew if I would be abused or get to eat lucky to even have shoes on my mother fucking feet I all I ever had was rags on my fucking back wondered if I could ever get family back or even live from the next attack as got older started fighting back I got when I turned a teen by then I only known how to be mean I never got love and that's all I ever wanted to see shit they moved me away from Tennessee I ended up in the city fucking glass and mud homeless cold in the street light I cried tears at night I would pray an ask God why more than once just wish I could die a dark paradise with pain in my eye started using drugs an feel into the gang living the street and learned to bang I will never forget my first ride my homie at my side he pulled out a gun an put it in my hand earn your respect it's time to be a man done chose your color and you chose blue wait till you see the whites of his eye you don't won't this bitch to scream or cry it's him or you now who's going to die didn't know what to do my back was against the wall so I pulled the trigger and watched that mother fucker fall I don't know what's worse being in prison or jail or living another day in hell this is a true story and surprised I'm not dead now I'm mentally ill and fucked up in the head ptsd is what the nut doctors now I can't sleep at night I made it home to Tennessee must have done some thing right demons in mirrors is all I see that's how the fuck I became a song writer thats no lie east Tennessee cwb till I die so fuck all that judge me if it was you ya know you wouldn't of made it if I can't earn this shit I will mother fucking take it I'm a real thug bitch I don't fake it this shit is nothing about pride I'd take this bandana off to have a boo by my side

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5 years ago

The content is decent, but I'm tryina find some kinda rhythm or flow in this.

5 years ago

I lost my daddy when I was just five after that I did all I could to survive never got the time to be a kid Tennessee child services look what they did rushed from place to place man it was fucking hell never knew if I would be abused or get to eat lucky to even have shoes on my mother fucking feet I all I ever had was rags on my fucking back wondered if I could ever get family back or even live from the next attack as got older started fighting back I got when I turned a teen by then I only known how to be mean I never got love and that's all I ever wanted to see shit they moved me away from Tennessee I ended up in the city fucking glass and mud homeless cold in the street light I cried tears at night I would pray an ask God why more than once just wish I could die a dark paradise with pain in my eye started using drugs an feel into the gang living the street and learned to bang I will never forget my first ride my homie at my side he pulled out a gun an put it in my hand earn your respect it's time to be a man done chose your color and you chose blue wait till you see the whites of his eye you don't won't this bitch to scream or cry it's him or you now who's going to die didn't know what to do my back was against the wall so I pulled the trigger and watched that mother fucker fall I don't know what's worse being in prison or jail or living another day in hell this is a true story and surprised I'm not dead now I'm mentally ill and fucked up in the head ptsd is what the nut doctors now I can't sleep at night I made it home to Tennessee must have done some thing right demons in mirrors is all I see that's how the fuck I became a song writer thats no lie east Tennessee cwb till I die so fuck all that judge me if it was you ya know you wouldn't of made it if I can't earn this shit I will mother fucking take it I'm a real thug bitch I don't fake it this shit is nothing about pride I'd take this bandana off to have a boo by my side

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