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Jay Vancouver125 Plays
•25 Feb 2019
intro Look, I know people tell you what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But I'm slowly dying, so tell me now, how much longer I lost the love of my life, for the mistakes I made , I've lost emotion. But I still have my lines, and my confidence, to spit. pre hook I'm tired of all the bullshit, I'm tired of this struggle. I'm tired of not hearing your voice when I am feeling troubled. I just want to hear you one more time. hook why did you and my best friend leave me about the same time. I never had the chance to tell either one of you good-bye. one is dead, the other is gone I'm depressed as fuck, temptation had me holding the gun. verse 1 my best friend Bobby, you will always be missed. I knew you loved her too, but you showed me respect. we got along well, and we bonded to be great friends, somehow we worked it out until you met your end. i was in shock the day she told me you died. and for some reason I was unable to cry. I held her tight as she did because you couldn't comfort her now to this day the results are more clear, it should've been reversed and it should be you here. Pre-hook You loved her more than me She liked you better obviously I made mistakes , that only now I see. She'll never see the man I have come to be. Hook why did you and my best friend leave me about the same time. I never had the chance to tell either one of you good-bye. one is dead, the other is gone I'm depressed as fuck, temptation almost had me holding the gun. Verse 2 Sam, I wish I could tell how much I'm sorry. But in your mind I guess I'm just the ex and you don't want to hear my story. So here it is in a song that I dream will one day reach you. I admit I fucked everything up, that much is true. I pointed fingers at you when it wasnt your fault. I was a kid back then, now as a man I was taught That I should take the burden of my own responsibility. I don't want to give you up so easily, drop you, or ghost you, the memories still get to me You were an impact on my life. Your my history. Ironically the class we met in fell within the same category. Our relationship didn't work out Romantically, But I still want you as my friend and not my enemy. But now your the voice in my head, that's haunting me, an entity. And it's affecting me mentally. You were going to be a psychologist, I need the therapy. The guilt weighs me down heavily, please Im in need of some empathy, I'm use to you guiding me. But your ghosting me. I'm not just some crazy ex, it's just that you ghosting me is causing a lot of stress And if me trying to reach out for closure is weakness. It's the only one that I have left. it's helping me jot down my legacy. You were my best friend. Not the pain gets to me And that's something I can't pretend. why did you and my best friend leave me about the same time. I never had the chance to tell either one of you good-bye. one is dead, the other is gone I'm depressed as fuck, temptation almost had me holding the gun.
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intro Look, I know people tell you what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But I'm slowly dying, so tell me now, how much longer I lost the love of my life, for the mistakes I made , I've lost emotion. But I still have my lines, and my confidence, to spit. pre hook I'm tired of all the bullshit, I'm tired of this struggle. I'm tired of not hearing your voice when I am feeling troubled. I just want to hear you one more time. hook why did you and my best friend leave me about the same time. I never had the chance to tell either one of you good-bye. one is dead, the other is gone I'm depressed as fuck, temptation had me holding the gun. verse 1 my best friend Bobby, you will always be missed. I knew you loved her too, but you showed me respect. we got along well, and we bonded to be great friends, somehow we worked it out until you met your end. i was in shock the day she told me you died. and for some reason I was unable to cry. I held her tight as she did because you couldn't comfort her now to this day the results are more clear, it should've been reversed and it should be you here. Pre-hook You loved her more than me She liked you better obviously I made mistakes , that only now I see. She'll never see the man I have come to be. Hook why did you and my best friend leave me about the same time. I never had the chance to tell either one of you good-bye. one is dead, the other is gone I'm depressed as fuck, temptation almost had me holding the gun. Verse 2 Sam, I wish I could tell how much I'm sorry. But in your mind I guess I'm just the ex and you don't want to hear my story. So here it is in a song that I dream will one day reach you. I admit I fucked everything up, that much is true. I pointed fingers at you when it wasnt your fault. I was a kid back then, now as a man I was taught That I should take the burden of my own responsibility. I don't want to give you up so easily, drop you, or ghost you, the memories still get to me You were an impact on my life. Your my history. Ironically the class we met in fell within the same category. Our relationship didn't work out Romantically, But I still want you as my friend and not my enemy. But now your the voice in my head, that's haunting me, an entity. And it's affecting me mentally. You were going to be a psychologist, I need the therapy. The guilt weighs me down heavily, please Im in need of some empathy, I'm use to you guiding me. But your ghosting me. I'm not just some crazy ex, it's just that you ghosting me is causing a lot of stress And if me trying to reach out for closure is weakness. It's the only one that I have left. it's helping me jot down my legacy. You were my best friend. Not the pain gets to me And that's something I can't pretend. why did you and my best friend leave me about the same time. I never had the chance to tell either one of you good-bye. one is dead, the other is gone I'm depressed as fuck, temptation almost had me holding the gun.
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