Bombardment of bullshit contaminating my mentality Repetition of torment destroying my reality My vitality suddenly fading my rationality caged like blessings of resurrecting my deceptions restrained from the monotonous craze blazed stuck in a haze never contained, deranged spontaneous narcissistic fame when I come to the conclusion of delerious illusions because my life is so hellacious darkness, confusion infused with bruised egos and tarnished my hand with bullets ripping tuxedos cause my luck is where it lays and my hand is as it plays cause you can't help what your dealt but you can choose to walk away stable level head never got me a bed to lay in so to keep my composure I keep praying what are you willing to lose your life, you mind the choices that are made for you are they deavine