I'll call my Rhymes Rambles I'll call my dimes handfuls I'll call the game lame cuz every deals a gamble I had a job Monday got put away Wednesday I strive to be productive this is the way they treat me I am my own worst critic it's so easy to tear down when all you hear is you're an addict the highest I've been is on the ground you listen to my tale you might find it peculiar that all I do is fail I'm comfortable with what's familiar I see my time passing I got my goal insite that's why i wish yall stop asking cuz you know I'm not alright ran out of things to say well life is filled with tragedy and so again I'm not okay my question is how can you be I'll call my rhymes rambles and I'll call my rambles songs when all they really are is just a thought gone on too long so when my songs ramble and my rambles rhyme I guess I'll pick up a pen and separate my bars and lines I feel sleep deprivation is starting to set in and so through desperation I start on the grind again I can't keep up this pace my face is turning purple why do I run a race where all I do is run in a circle I had a girl who loved me and yeah I love her back she lefy me for my homie don't know how to feel about that proud to call her my girl to me she's more than something try to give her the world instead it seems I always give her nothing I'm so far past bluffing when words come out my mouth believe they mean something this is what I'm all about so am I being pushed or am I being pulled or am I being both or maybe I'm just being fooled I'll call my Rhymes Rambles and I'll call my rambles songs when all it really is is a thought gone on too long so when my songs ramble and my Rambles rhyme I guess I'll pick up a pen and separate the bars and lines