Stan Catalin

6 years ago

yo lately I been dealing with some fake friends it's something that I can't stand they talk behind my back, but when they see me wana shake hands, the other day my boys hit me up like bro lets make some plans I met with them they set my up they beat me until my face jam time ticking, I don't know how long I have to live, I'm still struggling I'm staying at my auntie crib I keep my head high even when I'm feeling low, I'm still broke it's hard to get some sleep when you want to flow I don't want your pitty I don't want your dollars bills I want y'all to feel the same pain my mama feel working late 9 to 8 coming home kinda late sometime she don't eat making sure me and my sister straight my girlfriend left me but I understand she needed time that's when I found out she had somebody on the side and now I wonder why everyday she told me lies, funny how our demons look so beautiful when in disguise still shedding tears everyday I deal with hurt, trying committing suicide that ain't even work put the gun to my brain since every body hate me click, click, pow I forget the gun was on safety other night I had a conversation with the devil he came in my dream showing off his gold bezels he told me if I follow him I have a big home I sized him up and stumped him back to hell with my timbs on why you reaching out your hand when you let me down ? I'm still coughing up water I thank God cuz he let me see the real in him funny how my dreams and nightmares have the same people in them ayy tell me how you feeling my nigga yo I'm feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga ayy tell me how you feeling my nigga to I'm feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga ya I feel misunderstood my nigga don't you know there is a hell in hello and a good in goodbye there's a lot in Belive if in world life I don't know if I can love again lately I been suffering but you know you can't heal wounds if you keep touching them many people have no voice don't even make a sound but we all have a chapter that we never read out loud I have a choice I made a choice and now I can't be grounded racist, rapis the hatred I had to stay around it at least a hunnit views every time I spit my pain pump get get a million every time he yell gucci gang but I respect that stay on ya grind I love supporting people dreams I like seeing them shine cause I'm only 15 ion even got a dime but I'm straight cuz I know I have million dollar mind people steady asking why you in your feelings all the time ? cuz my pain bring me closer and I need it just to grind friends on that Angel dust dad moved away from us maybe I will be a better man if he stayed with us I don't make this music for the women or the fame I make it, cuz it help me with my pain ayy tell me how you feeling my nigga yo I'm feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga ayy tell me how you feeling my nigga to I'm feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga ya I feel misunderstood my nigga