So life is hard sometimes. People are naturally heavy with bars and rimes. Crap can turn your life into a nightmare, broken dreams can trap you. No more love and care just desperation and depression there. Lost in your feelings but not in rap, expression is better than connfesion with a councellar to chat. Stay in tune with how you feel cause if you don't, succeed in life you won't, end it with a knife you will. Dont be afraid to take that leap of faith cause there's nothing to lose and nothing to gain. Remember that God's plan for you won't change but stay the same as long as you reign in life and soul remains to thrive.