you were mine and I should have never let you down should have keep your face in smiles but now it's in frowns instead of looking you in the eyes I'm looking at the ground sitting back wondering if this time I can turn it a around I pray God for the wisdom help me speak the truth feel like some one died pop pop my own gun sulute damn I was acting so damn dumb some saay i wasa brrute almost finished this whole bottle of the vodka absolute but damn I still feel the pain the smell of you on my clothes still remains constant thoughts of blowin out my brains but that would be selfish of me cuz then that would leave you the stains so I know this time I need to change a