I can't hear you in my sleep seems to me we all have some bad dreams wake up you ain't next to me I guess it's time to flip that page. Gramma always told me take it day by day now I'm wondering if she meant to stay out the rain I'm grasping ona tight rope with no hope just a couple memories to think an soak I member when me an my brothers were little kids it's crazy when you sit and think about that shit all the good times that we had my grandpa was my idol never ever running for no title my dad wasn't a dad sit an wonder where did all the time go an pass guess it's hidden sunken under nice big Boulder prolly in the ocean every time I sit an blink my little boy keeps ana growing I don't understand the life that I had but all always wonder how my Gramps woke up an dashed really never sleepin seein him wake up an thinkin he was so fed up with all the lying an beating he be having to pick my mom cuz she crying an bleeding it hurts my heart to say these things I really always had some pain Ill never be like my father I'm so fucking glad I had no sister an he didn't have no daughter put a million on it he would of been out an I definitely woulda shot em