I'm getting tired of life, always wanted to die but realized it's okay to cry and let out this pain inside, so many things that I despise but wrong with the right I jeopardize fuck haters hatein ass fools always wanna criticize, people like to tell lies hide in disguise but I've always try to do right. no one knows of me and seen what I've seen but life to me isn't sitting in front a screen, it's 2019 I think you what I mean at least when rap I come out as I will be hard to explain my perspective with just simple words but every time I make a fuck up at least I learn what I'm smoking or drinking or cheating is none of concern, but fuck it when will blinded people learn, the women I love and care for I didn't deserve, yeah I like to party with the street thugs but that doesn't mean they can't give a brother love, America what the fuck happened into in God we trust so many people deserved to be loved but ignorant People, damn I'm in disgust and sometimes I feel I'm a rut with a huge pain in my gut so I get this instinct to cut and run cause no one wants be thrown into handcuffs cause fake ass friend you thought you could trust. almost happens but never let it, but I ain't saying it'll never happen dropped out of school cause I got tired of people laughing at my rapping and rumor with back stabbing but you don't see life like I do I got nothing to prove but I feel like I can be used to help others who are mentally confused cause I've took bad turns and got scarred and bruised but I'm still brushing bullshit off of my shoes and don't believe everything you hear on the news don't care if you don't believe me but God's been giving me clues go ahead and judge but I know that you have no room cause your a person like me.