traumatic

5 years ago

Dope bro

Dylan_D

5 years ago

i wanna know what rattles the brain at 4am because i want to know how difrent i really am from the rest of the world and why my head is allwayse in a twirl i wanna know if im an actually individual or is my individuality residual or do i just have a duality that makes me think to much i cant sleep because my brain is in a rut its always going and i cant handle the thoughts that are flowin thru mind all the time is it just a sighn that i should stop these rymes because im not ok or is it just me going insane what rattles your brain at 4am is it the problems you deal with or the cards youve been delt or is just the hell of cell that makes up you mind thats got you locked in thought all of the time these are my 4am thoughts because i feel so lonely and i want to how many people think like me because if your lost in thought and cant sleep your just like me and if your just like me what does that mean are we stuck in the matrix is there a way out of this cycle or am i jumping to deep into the rabbit hole i dont even know but im asking all of the questions that will never be answered because i continuesly contemplate all of the unanswerd questions because my mind wont let me rest them and it makes me restless so help me figure this out because my 4am thoughts are like an ocean that i cant get out of im drowning but i cant swim in this sea because it feels like im stuck in a dream trusting the sea to guide me thru this berage of thoughts