yea I mean I wanna live but i wanna die I really just want to eat a poised pie and die whats the point to live when all I do is get hurt all i get treated is like dessert on a full course meal that has been thrown out Then i get scared yell and shout like why do i give my heart away may they one day I could get a bae that will treat me right yes we will fight but I won't flight I'll stay and by the end of everyday ill love you my love will always stay the same ain't no body stopping me from loving my bae but rn I've been so fucked up and depressed I can't fucking think strait I cant even go on a fucking date bc that Shit is fat bait to luer me in to get my heart pounded in and at the same time i love someone else but they dont love me back there talking behind my back I think thats wack is that Shit right nah but idc I love them they don't love me it may crush me but who's the care I wanna dissaper into thin air and leave behind a trail of dispare I just want my life to end somedays but then otherdays I see these runaways wishing i could be them but no my life to good to throw away by the end of everyday I got a roof over my head a bed some food but mainly got my self and I i will be fine but maybe one day I launch myself out this hell whole that will be my goal it will stop ruing my soul