jus wanna shout out to my oldest son.. look, dad will start like this i love u kids not 1 person tops it my heart throbs this so i sat down and started to drop it on a trak i love u cay u meen the world to dad we got quite a past of distance but jus know something is always missin and the family wishin to hear ur lil feet run through the kitchen and nomatta wat dad will drive 3000 miles to get ya i didnt have bad intentions when i messed up and left ya but now ur old enough i can text ya let ya know i miss ya i was 16 when we got ur first baby picture u were to young but i also raise ya big sista til the day i die ill protect yas if any1 trys to hurt u they messed up mfers betta lace up LOYALTY.. BABY BOY.. LISTEN TO POPS. I LIVE 2 SEE U BETTER THEN ME.. B ALL U CAN B AND NEVER GET LAZY ill protect ya  from those spectres all this jus sits in me and fesrures i didnt leave til u were 5 and i tried 2 b strong dad was so young and dumb but no worries u r my mission #1 rule of thumb i told ur mom i was gone she didnt believe me she had to even the score once more she shook my poor core til i was nomore she started a war and my heart was sore i was a drug addict 4 so many years.. i wanted to make it out so i moved outta town i pull boss money now i work 4 it oh boy do i work 4 it i will see that my handsomes have jordans and as i fade u will florish most important take care of ma this isnt a horror story it has a purpose I WILL ALWAYS B HERE 2 LIFT UR HEAD NO NEED TO B NERVOUS WE JUS SCRATCHED THE SURFACE TO THE TOP IS WHERE WERE SURFIN