You got me livid i remember vividly the image left in me i cant be set free from this rope tied to this tree cant you see what youve done to me stop laughing in glee your gonna be the death of me im gonna hang myself in this tree please don't try to cut me free youll only irratate me you shouldnt have debated if i was telling the truth i even showed proof but you didnt look in my eyes or even try to comprehend what was in my hand now i got these temptations running in my head youll wonder what lead to this moment and the torment i go through for you i shouldnt have to prove i love you back then it didnt seem like you gave a fuck everytime i wonderered when your luck would run out i always saw you pouting doubting yourself i saw you cut yourself but you never tried to help yourself we didnt have the wealth for your drugs youd take i wished youd thrown them in the lake for petes sake if i didnt love you whyd i make you take the choice to move in with me and leave that life before you grabbed a knife and took your life i don't wanna fight im sad you lost your sight i hoped i turned on the light so you just might not wanna fight I constantly deal with this misery wondering if its you or me cant you see no one would miss me im always sad or mad im taking this pen to this pad to tell you my story of my feelings and dealings im revealing my emotions to you i dont wanna lose you mom i love you if it wasnt for you id be dead I don't know what led to this moment of torment now I stand at this peak of this summit contemplating my existence thinking why'd it come to this will I be missed now you probably wonder why I was always pissed I was putting on a fake smile going the extra mile I didn't know I was living in denial of the fact I was being attacked I wondered what this life lacked First attempt at a rap need feed back hope you enjoyed sorry for the stutters was nervous