in the minds eye! like a war cry! tempting visions surrounding the lie! in the darkest depths of a swollen mind! unable to know what one might find! poking and prodding! provoking but gaudy! a head full of questions atop this body! like a runnaway train right on track and bossy! headed into the heartland determined to toss me! leave me stranded! color me disbanded! all alone on the road was never how i planned it! feeling like my walking papers just got handed! destination rerouted new eta not planned yet! on the road again! against a strong head wind! i want it so bad i cant pretend! sure i wont break if i can only bend! try not to peak before i reach the end! aint lookin to cop out! pull all the stops out! like a bad plan go nowhere when the whole bottom drops out! get shot down! burn up and get tossed out! get forgotten cuz nobody talks about! be remembered cuz i sucked without a doubt! live life in regret from not getting the word out! writing it down! all the shit i think about! theres alot to be said! if i can get it out! im usually misred! id like to get that straightened out! sometimes misled! that i can do without! wide open to suggestions! immune to public infections! not set on any one direction! not to good to get rolled up for possession! good luck gettin me to sign a confession! on my own but not alone! i got a lot of people behind me on my side from back home! alot of love to get back to whenever i go home! support even when im plagued with not knowing! unsure of who i am and where im going! like bob segars against the wind! what to leave in what to leave out up all night long always thinkin about up all night trying to work shit out