I see darkness all around where's the light when did all my happiness turn into depression feels like yesterday everything was okay now I feel like I wanna die I sit alone and cry filled with lies I can't control these feelings everyone left me reason why I don't like making friends everyone pretends to be real but that wasn't the deal I want to feel something real I enjoyed love till it died now at this point I don't even try I pretend everything is fine but I really just lie I got to the point where I don't care I can't bear the pain to much shit in my brain I stare outside when it rains just wanting to pop a vain I lay in bed wanting to be dead why am I still alive why can't death arrive love is fake all it does it is bring me pain i loved you so much guess I wasn't enough I wanted to get your attention but all I feel is tension did I mention i feel like I'm in another dimension my heart's crushed this must be lust how could I mistrust I feel like I'm a mess I'm starting to feel less there's to much pain in my chest I just wanna rest