let's talk about life make me stab myself with a knife gonna push a shelf on my self cause I don't care no more pulling my hair out like a bear when it is getting killed I have a lot of guilt built up be depressed I'm gonna rest for the rest of my life I wanna be blessed with something maybe like death it would be fun to take my last breath say goodbye to the past let's see the future ruder than anybody I've ever seen variably killed inside I better hide inside before I come out it hurts more than a thumb be coming here for a little horror I scored with a nice girl I wanna curl up like im gonna die soon look into the moon soon I will be in a maroon soon bills will be payed I will trade my sole for a hole jump in it pump it up punch myself until I die look into the sky say goodbye