I'm still lost in the feelings  I'm feeling lost hope I devote my purpose to my seeds I'm feeling the good deeds Bring back the positive motions  To be written on a date  Only the sun can relate To escape the perfect timing  If your whining pick up a pen and start designing the outline of the past memories I keep forgetting  I sinned to many times in my past life. Will it be alright? The question to awake the sleeping I'm teaching the message of freedom I'm seeing life from a different view I'm being true  To the meaning of what I do  Write out the words from a forgotten world  Sitting in a chair  Blinded by the sun glare Don't be scared From the ugly world out there Be aware of the monsters Hiding behind these lies  Trying to murder your inside From the mind  It created  an outdated   Message to your body  Spirit and bones don't ever leave these lyrics alone  Chorus I'm struggling to find my way back home These days don't feel the same I'm distant from what I love the most I just wanna toast to the best times To celebrate surving the hardest of times   I just wanna find my way back jome Verse two Sitting and thinking  Feeling these words sinkin I'm drinking to out think  The future beginnings Master minding my Minions Teaching them that sky is the limit Don't figit with the secret digets  Behind the meaning of I did it But don't really live it so how could I love it if I didn't take part of memory held dearly in my heart  Since the start I have always dug way to deep into my life to not share why I live and die hip-hop  It lives in my veins  It brings happiness when i am battling these thoughts in my brain  I've fought till I'm blamed taught to never back down to these lames I've been so ahead of these stomach pains i am beginning to Love it again