I remember the time when I was six years old now that I'm turning 19 I guess I'm bigger and bold my pain is something that I always wanted to let go but I guess my strength is something that I must hold the way people look at me made me feel so uncomfortable I guess it's because I am the only one that prevents them from them getting in trouble I thought one way to escape my emotions and my thoughts was to take two or three shots but I guess my head went off a blur and I almost felt like the clock has stopped for a minute not maybe even an hour for a second they say that life is a race that we all can't lose maybe it's something that individuals have to choose I say what I want to say but it comes from the heart don't f*** with my feelings cuz I will tear you apart don't tell me what to say cuz this is my mouth whatever comes out is not speaking of doubt so don't get yourself hit don't be talkin slick cuz you get picked with a ice pick dont trip these people want to act so nice like a box of Michael Knight's living under a roof on the second floor there's nothing but silence and my hopes and dreams are forever more don't distort the words the truth that comes out of my mouth cuz I will make sure that you grown out of doubts my story doesn't end here don't think that it's alright don't you know how it feels like to pick up these kind of fights I'll turn off the lights close my eyes and try not to remember those times those sweet kisses that have been given on December not trying to say that I can be cool or smooth like a shot of Henny but isn't it funny how people like to start fights over money I wish I had somebody to tell them how I feel inside but I don't want them to judge me because I feel like the love that I gave them was nothing to provide