it's hard for me cant u see the shit I bin through g made me go a little crazy all the bitches made my brain feel hazy when I got in shit the cops tazed me but I dont play that way anymore what can I say I used to be big jay a mean mother fucker from down the way but now what can I say I have changed my ways I dont roll like I used to bro not starting fights every fucking night I found God and stepped into the light and am trying to do right but it's hard when your life is a constant fight but for once I am doing alright I got a chick that likes me for me not just parts of me thankfully she sees I am trying to be a better me I am glad she is my girl she is shit she rocks my world she is the missing piece of the puzzle in my life everything was kife but know I got a new outlook on life mabey some day I will make her my wife but for now I am glad she has my back no matter what she is not a slut that's a big step up bro shes my soul mate and i fucking know it though