Lately I'm feeling hate Deep in my veins the fate Like what will I create I just don't have good traits Wondering if ill make Anything maybe lifes all fake As I lay shake Cornered eating steak and shake Its really hard to take The pressure I take Maybe I should chill on a boat deep in the lake Somewhere far away I mean for my own sake Do i rake all the leaves and leave my past okey Well but if I just drank That's how my family went Drifted off into hell and a deep descent And I still smell the scent Of the houses vent Blowing that smell of childhood As my mind got bent As I went I was feeling ok tho Before the pain tho The only issue back then was  rules Cuz I say so Cuz I say so Cuz I say so Do I forget the past As my thoughts just harass I mean I coulda had it worse The part that hurts it was bad Enough make the chain react And effect me as of now So its almost not the past But its nows death trap Seems like life is crappin on Life like what the fuck just happened But as I keep on rappin Even if no one clappin At least I spoke before I started snapping But Still at a young age I'm feeling dumb rage Its time to turn the page And relise from my cage Cuz I said so Cuz I said so Cuz I said so Cuz I said so