you have the idea that I am supposed to be but I am not going to the perfect idea that you want me suppose to be I an gonna do me not what you want me to be I am gonna do me no matter what you say or do. I am not gonna do the things you want me to do. I am human. you can only love or hate. whatever you choose don't expect me to be pleased. you wore never there for me. you slaped me in the face and sad boy I fucking hate you. how can you hate me your the one that made me tbe way I am. so why you would you think I would be there for you. you ruined us, you ruined me, and you still wonder why dad left you. you ruined everything I only knew and loved.