#DJHawk #Quests #Jesus God I want to give you this anger that I carry around I hold it deep inside and I can't let it all out I'm full of, questions I don't want to doubt but its getting to the point where I just want to shout if only people knew, but they would just ask who Im tired of hiding it I want to give it to you they would only understand if the care and they only care if they understand, but you God I know that you can help me to trust You, when I find that I can't I know you are perfect and You once were a man, So I know I can tell you and you will do what you can, but I just need the help to let it go and to put it in your hand Honestly I don't know how, but I will try again now, to you Lord I bow I hope I can rest here on the Holy Ground but than again I'm doubting, My head just keeps pounding with lies, at least I think they are I don't know, they seem like they aren't very far From what I need to believe but am I deceived, Lord help me to see I got this anger insid Lord why won't you hear my cry, Ive been dealing with this for years but I don't know for how much more time I can hold out, its beating me down I can't tell what I've found when I'm blinded by anger that is always around, Im wearing thin, that's when I need you to step in, again