#2019heat #realshit grab your seat ill grab this mic come with me and we'll take that flight i can tell you a story if thats alright of a lil boy and girl covering their ears at night time to avoid listening to fight time but that's just everyday night life i remember that time I got woke up in the middle of the night Probably 6 years old to woman shaking me out of a dead sleep to a woman soft weep for about 5 seconds I was shook and stuck but then I heard my mom's voice saying Josh get up.we have to go. I was so scared and confused because one side of her face was so battered and bruised I found out later that the reason he blasted her like a dude was because some drunk guy at her jobs Christmas party came up through his arms around her body and asked if she wanted to dance and that's all it took not 1 second later The big bad wolf knocked that drunk guy out then turned to my mom punched her like a grown ass man breaking her orbital bone so fucking Insane. i could only imagine the pain. then proceeded to pull her out the building by her fuckin hair everybody in the building just fucking stared That wasn't the end she would run back and say it was a mistake that he cares that went on for 5 years from ages 4 to 9 was the worst time on my whole dam life And I was convinced that mind just wouldn't ever be quite right And now being 26 I'm thankful for that piece of shit because even though I hate them and hope he rots in hell for everything he did I learned who I never wanna be like and that's really fuckin it but that's a pretty big lesson for a little fuckin kid so thanks tim I hope your dead already but if you're not I hope you suffer dearly for everything you did to my mom Not to mention to my sister and me and no you didn't hit us physically but when a child she's their mother get beat so brutally the damage it causes is for sure to be more damaging than any bruise to me but I'm proud to say that the damage is reversible cause I don't get off on hurting people I cry at sad movies and I empathize daily I love with every part of my heart greatly I show people respect I say please and thank you I love my mom for everything that she went through. she made bad decisions and learned from them all. we can't take back the past but we can change the future results. If you seen her today you cant tell She was a victim she holds her head high smiles and is silly. She married an amazing man got married and had 2 more babies and everyone lived happily ever after just like the movies