i have all these voices in my head making me make all these choices. these voices they keep sayin ive got to sin but i know i wont win. the struggle i go through everyday they keep pushin me every which way i know this shit has got to stop. so when i sit down ive gotta jot these thoughts in this notebook cause its the only way i can releave the pain. so i just waste my day. listening to all these voices in my head.