ive been played and played led on and led on, i need a bandaid for my heart, hell i need some tape should i jus give up, change my shape or should i keep going, keep gettin played, no escape Lemme explain my story, on how my life is so "great" maybe a month ago i met an angel she made me happy, she was able too keep me stable yea sum people were unable i said i loved her, she said it back she told be i was gonna her future, then she layed her eyes for an attack had me runnin around her track while she was running through feelings wearin all black her name is caitlyn, its ona plaque she meant the world to me i thought she was my destiny she was all i thought about, i had jealousy then all of a sudden she became my enemy when she said "we needa be friends" i took that heavily didnt get what i needed, therapy tears running down my face rapidly i was done with love, i said that in agony then a few weeks later, i talked to another girl, who caused another travestyshe was beautiful, your majesty she made me keep my sanity this girls name is maddie she was my world, we talked 5 days straight didnt gimme no hate for the first time i was happy, life was great a few days later, lemme keep you up to date i thought love we was gonna create she was my godspoken fate i wanted her to be my date now the same thing was said "we should jus be friends" but in reality i wanna be dead now you got me crying, lookin stupid on my bed im sad, mad, im seein red idc anymore i wanna end it all, for 2nd time i was lead to believe what was said they got me believing they loved me, then they took my heart back out behind the shed put their finger on the trigger but a bullet through my head now guess what, im fucking dead i got trust issues, all you girls the same you should be at shame was i jus a pawn in your little game now this will be the last time i say your name i got the gun in hand, ready to take aim goodnight to all, who decided to be lame i pulled the trigger, your to blame