I just don't understand why people wanna disrespect the ogs, for power? recognition, fame. I dunno. But Fuck it, it's easier to just respect them and get them on your side. you can ride the tides, get mentally high, and the demons will let you go ahead and take your pride. So why divide, when you can multiply Just take it,follow the name's I mentioned, they'll be your guide. with your career though, your stupid enough to commit suicide. I know that last line probably offended someone's sensibilities. But I've experienced it to, your not the only one with family. your not the only one suffering with agony, you think your the only one that doesn't fit in today's society. when it's so numb, that you only feel apathy. But understand, if you reject the ones you love, your not gonna live happily. and understand I'm not the one questioning your sanity, I'm just one of the ones that had help, from my family, luckily. I don't blame you for needing to escape from reality. I also understand why your in a hurry to escape into your fantasy. you work too hard and only get paid in scraps from a business that set your salary. and I also understand if you think life is just a fallacy. I also understand you if your not happy with your identity, But understand mine, from what what I was taught about anatomy. everything's a spectrum, shit ain't that the truth. I guess I'm just on the other end still looking for proof. I'm still young and naive searching for a truce. your living your life while I live mine, why socially am I expected to choose? from people who play the victim, and only gained attention through news, because they got so many views. It's like the hero's are always "special" but you ignore the soldiers. presidents only want voters, raps about high rollers, fun isn't being sober, which car has the fastest motor, but why do the rest of us have to carry the excess weight on our shoulders? I hate America's new owners. They treat us like they see us, bank accounts and identities stashed in folders. promote ads to market smokers, or to convince your dad to buy loafers. I cant deny capitalism is apart of a great big chain, but marketing yourself only brings out the worst of you , if it's all in vain. when you don't get accepted it brings just the pain. I guess the "exposure" finally started to finally rack my brain. I guessed I'm gonna go ahead and lose my self to see what I gain. So I tried to buy myself a ticket and go ahead and board this train the "chronic" hit me and I will go ahead and express myself. So Ill minded I guess I'll go ahead and seek my wealth. But Fuck it, all I got right now, is my lines and my health, I'm just trying to be myself.